The Ramblings

i don’t get on here at all anymore but it’s really the only place i can vent my anger with out feeling guilty.

I’m so over my family i can’t do anything right. i’m freaking 20 years old and they treat me like i’m 5 and i’m the “good kid” ha what lies. the thing is they get mad at me over stupid shit. I just can’t wait until i’m down at camp and at miami next year. I can tell you once I move out I probably won’t be back to visit except on holidays…i better hope for some awesome in-laws

Last time i checked we’re adults so why are you acting like we’re back in highschool….i didnt want it all to come out on facebook but like i told you i knew i couldnt do it in person

Tell me why i get jealous over some of the dumbest things? theres this guy who is a great friend and yes i do have a slight likeing for him but really no big deal if anything happens or not. yet whenever he talks about other girls, talks to girls who hes been friends with forever, or whatever the green jealousy monster comes out. i hate it! last night at the cube i was in such a bad mood and it happend suddenly and the after party i just wanted to up and leave but couldnt. i thought things in my life were changing for the better but it looks like theyre not. I feel like my relationship with God is going down the tubes (again). I dont know it’s just poopy.

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